Crocodiles, Snakes and Waterfalls

Saturday July 13^th, 2013

Today we went on overnight excursion to the Swadini Resort and on a boat ride in the Blyde River Canyon. We saw this waterfall called “The crying face.” We also saw some snakes and a crocodile.

It’s weird, I keep trying to analyze how I’m feeling here. I haven’t been feeling an overwhelming of any emotion. I just am. I’m just being.

I ate WAY too much at dinner. I’m not used to overeating anymore. Nor do I wanna get used to it. I don’t think my body knows what to do with this food it isn’t used to eating.

Here’s a poem that I arose around me being too full:

Never Full

I’d rather be a little hungry than too full on life

Because if I’m too full then I’m done

Finished

No more cravings or yearnings

No more room for growth

No more pushing or trying

Hoping or buying into my dreams

That have yet to come true

I want to live my life never fully satisfied

Never complacent with the status quo

Content with the ordinary

But constantly burning

Slightly aching for more

What’s next?

Is this it?

It can’t be

So the desire continues…